I'm one of those people that never remember dreams. In fact, I didn't think dreams come to me anymore, at least not the ones that I can clearly remember. However, this past week was different.
I had 2 dreams that was very clear because both of them were about Emerson.
The first was about how Emerson was healthy and was in good care through her foster mom. :)
Then, the next day, I had a dream that she was coming home within days, so we were frantically getting ready for her arrival.
I don't really know if there's any meaning behind these dreams, but I woke up after one of them and just laid in bed with tears in my eyes. I miss her, and I wonder if God's been preparing my heart of being a daddy? I think so...
I hope that Emerson will have an opportunity to read this journal some day. Just want to tell her that I am thinking about her right now. Though you were not born from our womb, you were born from our hearts. God had planned us to be a forever family long before we knew it.
Gene
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