Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Praying, praying...

{Updated 7/28/11: I contacted our agency who said since most of the flooding is in the southern part of Seoul, they anticipate our agency in Korea and all the children in their care should be fine since they are in the northern part of the city. At this time, they say no news is good news. }

I am trying to stay calm right now. News about torrential rains in South Korea leading to widespread damage and death has got me so anxious and worried for Emerson and her foster family. What's making me more nervous is that early this morning I woke up from a bad dream and couldn't fall back asleep until I prayed for Emerson's safety and well-being. I hope my prayers are a shield of protection around her and her foster family.

It's so hard being apart from her and not being able to protect her. Please pray for the safety of our little girl and for all those affected in Korea.

Friday, July 22, 2011

Our little Winker ;)

Guess who got a video of their daughter this week???

It's a 12-minute video taken the same day Emerson had her pictures taken in her red outfit. That's the day she came in to meet our agency's Korea director last month. Emerson was sweet and doing her own thing and didn't seem to care for all the attention on her. Her foster mom and social worker were doing their best to get her to play up to the camera. FM wanted her to stand and say hello. Her social worker kept telling her to wink. Yes, wink! They were singing songs to her and trying to get her to sing along and do hand movements. She didn't do any of it, lol. But through it all, she never cried or got fussy. Good girl!

It has been amazing to see her mannerisms and movements. We were hoping to hear her voice and strained our ears to finally hear a tiny "ah daw daw." Yayy! Now the kicker is halfway into the video, we finally got a wink! Her social worker kept asking her to do it and Emerson looked down and did it! That is just about the cutest thing I had ever seen!!

It was also neat to hear the background chatter and to hear Gene and I referred to as her Ab-pah and Um-mah ("daddy" and "mommy"). I can't get enough of that! Our director showed Emerson the photo album we sent and said "Look! Here's your Ab-pah. And your Um-mah." Emerson looked through the album with her FM, too.

It was heartwarming to see the interaction between her and FM. It brings tears to my eyes just thinking about it right now. FM is amazing with her. If Emerson felt unsure about anything, she'd immediately look at FM for her reaction. There's a scene where FM lifts Emerson and lays her laying down onto her lap. They're both laughing. Such a sweet moment... and I hope they have a lot of those.

I've stayed up late the past two nights just watching the video over and over on a loop. They say a picture is worth a thousand words. This video then is priceless.

I love you my little winker. ;)

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Birthday cont'd...

Emerson, here are a few more pictures from your birthday last week. It was a joyous weekend filled with celebration!

Close-up of purty cupcakes.
Lots of fun books for us to read with you. And l@@k... PRINCESS toys!!
Thank you, Auntie Claudia!

Soft kitty and even softer blankie.
Thank you, Auntie Hedy!

Mommy and friends (your aunties!) celebrating your birthday at dinner.

Saturday, July 9, 2011

Today's the BIG DAY

Happy First Birthday, our beautiful and precious Emerson!!



I tossed and turned all night in anticipation of today... counting down the hours and then the minutes to when it turned 12:01 AM in Korea. Although we can't physically be there to celebrate this very special day with you, we are right there with you in heart and spirit.

Not only are we are, but your grandparents, aunts and uncles, and cousins all joined us in celebrating with you today.



Happy first birthday, my love.

Sunday, July 3, 2011

In Exactly One Week...

... our baby turns one!!!

First birthdays (called "Tol" in Korean) are usually celebrated with much fanfare in Korea. There's a ceremony in which the babies are dressed in traditional Korean dress and items are laid out in front of the baby to see which one she's drawn to. For instance, if she picks a pencil it means she'll grow up to be scholarly. Or if she chooses a microphone, she'll be an entertainer. It's all for fun, of course. The birthday card I made for her signifies this Korean tradition.


Our case manager said that the birthday package we sent her at the agency in Korea and will be picked up right around her birthday. I sent toys, a couple outfits, a muslin cotton blankie for the warm summer days, and books...



The Tol Ceremony is fun because it gives people a lighthearted glimpse of what the birthday girl may grow up to be. In many ways, every day since Emerson came into our lives has been like a Tol Ceremony as I wonder and dream about all the wonderful things my daughter is and will grow up to be. What personality traits and talents did God give her? What will she be passionate about? What will be her path?

I can't wait to discover all the answers with her.